mountainrainbow

softly softly - that's our relationship at the moment. He can get about a bit easier now, and does manage without oxygen for short periods of time.

He gets very frustrated with himself, and with me too. Not because I am doing anything wrong but just because he can't do anything he wants to without his lung function intruding on it and mucking up his plans.

Kink wise, things are very much on hold, basically anything physical is too much for him, so softly softly, for now at least.

Have just found out - I have got the fantastic work placement I desperately wanted!!! Yay me!!!

so so pleased!!!

qualified as a counsellor today!!!

so good considering all that has happened in the past few months.!!

We are continuing to make good progress, Master is improving slowly. He is still needing lots of care,
but we are getting there.

All in all - things are going well.

Today is Master's Birthday!!!

He wasn't expected to survive to see this day, so today is extra special!

Happy Birthday Master!!!

He is Home!!!!

and life is beginning to return to "normal"

he cannot walk more than a few steps, and is basically chair bound, but one day at a time....

He continues to improve, and has now started to take His first steps.

He is getting very frustrated, but I keep reminding Him - it will be tough - He hasn't walked for nearly 12 weeks.

He is fed up with being in hospital and says He is only focussed on getting home.

Which, if things continue as they are, should be by the end of the week.

Then God help us all......

Well a certain Master is starting to feel a whole lot better......

Whilst I was helping him wash his hands and face, and whilst the curtains were pulled round his bed......

" get your mouth down there and let's see if everything still works...."

He now wants to know if He can get a slave blow job added to his prescription!!

Oh it's good to have you back Master.

after 66 days, Master is finally out of intensive care!

He has been moved to a rehabilitation unit to help Him regain His strength and to help Him mobilise.

We still have a long way to go, but He will be home soon.

As for the other problem - He is sorry and I know He means it! Just have to work on getting our relationship
back on track.

Wish me luck!!!

Master is improving!!!

He is still on the ventilator, but they have reduced his sedation and he is reponding to voices and touch.

When I was with Him yesterday He turned His head to my voice, tried to open His eyes and tears slipped from His eyes.

Thank God!!